Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Problems....

23 more hours to 2010....

But it seems like still got so many thing i haven done yet....

All problem should be solve before 31-12-2009, but it is impossible for me ad......

For once, u are really the best gift that i ever received, but i lost u since11-11-2008....

U keep all the secrect that i dun noe and u never told me about that, I have a question to ask u....

"How many things and secrect u still want to hide away from me, i'm really angry with that, HATE the feeling of get cheated....."

A few day ago, u told me that i still have the chance to start all over with u again, i feel so happy during that moment, but the happy WEI XIONG is get cheated again...

WTH..........

Haiz, STUPID, BODOH, KENNY..............

Why u always............

Feel so down now, really need someone to accompany me, but who is that person.....

Problems....

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Graduation night overs...

Juz came back from KL, enjoy the life wif all my friends there.....

Also, meet my dear friends from AT, always feel happy when hanging out wif them.....

Nothing to think about......

Nothing much to talk about 1 week holidays in KL.....

Thanks to MARK, WAYNE who always fetch me here and there....HAHA

Also THANKS to WINSON, BELANJA me the "Ma Lak Mee"..... Thank god man....Half dead....

Anywhere, feels happy.......

Suriamas....

Should i move in????

My parent words were right, i can't juz always depend on my friends, i need to be more independent, ours timetable are totally different, i can't juz ask my friend to fetch me to uni, really will "ma fan" the ppl who drive.....

Can someone give me an idea..... I need it.....


Haiz....

I hate the feelings...... This make me sob sob suffer....:-'(

No 1 care about me..... Especially u.....

U are the one that i know.....
U are the one that make me feels happy.....
U are the one that make me feels sad.....
U are the one that make me care about u.....
U are the one that i xxxe the most.....
U are the one that start to hate me.....
All is because of u.....
Happy, Sad, Smile, Cry.....All of this feelings i ad tried, but no 1 is really suitable for me.....
Anyone can juz choose 1 for me..........
I dunno wat am i writing and thinking about, juz some feelings......
Hope i will be happy always.....=]
Nitez...

Monday, December 7, 2009



Din't upload anything here this whole week.....


My holidays schedule,


Morning: Go to shop, feel happy because the weather here is so

cold, make me feel more comfortable.....haha


Afternoon: Still at the shop, but now feel headache ad, the weather suddenly turns hot( almost 49.99 degree celcious), OMG, SWEAT........


Evening: My mood turns automatically when reach 6.00 o'clock, is the time back, feel happy and miss my bed so much....haha.......


Night: Errrr, my night activity not tat much......

-Facebooking

-SMSing

-Chit Chat

Tat's all for my lifestyle when reach night time.................................................



Am i going to "ENJOY" my 3 month life doing the same thing like this, no way man.......
Anywhere, i'm going to KL soon....Going to meet my "Sweet Hearts"...........Haha
Wait for me ya, miss u so much.......=]








Saturday, November 7, 2009

Am I LOST???????


I think i'm totally lost lol, this CHEMISTRY......because of u, i headache for almost a week ad la...Stress lol...={


I really hope i can pass this exam, feel scare, although done a lot of revision n question....


Can't relax the whole week la, because of the exam, i feel like i'm getting older n older....


But, anywher, i'm waiting for my holidays, 3.5month leh(if i can enter MONASH), hapeeeeee......


Hope u will know i;m writing about u at here lol, miss the day(secret).....


Is ad 4o'clock now, juz finish reading my notes, can't sleep at all..............

Need helps la......GOD........Da Pek Gong, Guang Ying Ma


I heard someone say tat S.H.E will come to pyramid, not feel like going, but......hehe


k lol, go to sleep now and continue my study at college later........


MISS U.......


Nitez.......

Saturday, October 24, 2009

EMO day.......


Again, tonight is a lonely night....Luckily, i have someone accompany me, which is the concert at Sunway Lagoon BY (AKON).......
His sound is really nice, especially the song Right Now Na Na Na, i love it.....

Today morning, i went to the Math extra class, which is also the workshops, i don't know why, the time that i wake up, my head really pain, and i feel like it's going to burst.....
So, because of this incident, i become emo the whole day, which is the time at the extra class....
Sorry for the people who care about me, really sorry for this.
After the workshops, i straight forward went back to the condo and sleep, i really need some panadol at that time, but..........................
During the moment that i feel sad and helpless, luckily got 1 person stand out and care about me, at that time, i really feel warm and under protected........
Thank you for the encouraging, i really appreaciate it.....

It's ad 4.14am, and it is actually the time for all the ppl in Malaysia to sleep , BUT, i still awake here, i think i gonna to fall down one day............
Anywhere, this is the whole things that happen in 23/10/09, it already past.......
Physics, i'm waiting for u tomorrow............nonono, is actually today...........
OK lol, i will stop here for today, BYE everyone.....

To Be Continue....................................

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Stressful Day........


Finally ,here come the trials, the things that i hate the most since i start my school(test).......
Now is ad 2.45a.m and the Maths trial is at 2.45p.m, such a.....wakakaka
I have a feeling that i didn't prepared well for this trial lol, because there is something that i still don't understand, but i will try my best to do complete the trials lol......
I still have English and Chemistry trials waiting for me on friday, haiz...:(
Across this few weeks, i can't sleep properly every night, the image form in my brain really made me headache and stress, i also don't know how to express tat feelings, anywhere, i hope tat i can concentrate on my study this few days to face my examination, hope i can get a good result........
+u ba.........................................

^J晶JING滴部落格^

^J晶JING滴部落格^
Dun be like tat la, it is actually not yr fault ma, if the phone really will lost, it will.....
so dun juz put all the fault onto yrself....
u looks like sad this few week, feel not happy all the time....
Is it because of stress???
But anywhere, i hope u will forget about this incident lol......
Be happy(^_^)....:)

^J晶JING滴部落格^

^J晶JING滴部落格^
Dun be like tat la, it is actually not yr fault ma, if the phone really will lost, it will.....
so dun juz put all the fault onto yrself....
u looks like sad this few week, feel not happy all the time....
Is it because of stress???
But anywhere, i hope u will forget about this incident lol......
Be happy(^_^)....:)

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Lonely Nitezzzzzz....



This is the first time i wrote some notes on here, so if u all hv any comment, juz brave yrself up n comment on me ba......thanks a lot...
This is a long long night that i ever ever past, i juz cant sleep at all.....
I walk around my unit n take a look at the road side, it's rain heavily, i like the sound tat the rain drop hit on the road n hit on the ceiling, i feel so comfortable.....Suddenly, YOU come out from my mind, u actually can made my life more easier n happier, but finally i feel my life become much more tougher n unhappy...But this is the choice u made, i will respect u......(although i dun really accept)
Look at the clock on my table, it's ad 4.34am......OMG, this is the first time tat i sleep at 4o'clock...
Actually wat is going on wif me, the final exam is ad around the corner n i still can relaxing at here, i juz can't concentrate on my study la, anyone can juz forcing me to do revision....
Kenny, start from today onwards, u hv to really really really study ad.....
from:"Yes, i will, i will keep my words, i promise..."
Is ad close to five o'clock, i need to force myself to sleep ad, n study hard from now on.....
jia you "a ba"........
Nitezz everyone.......(~.~)